A Winner in A Losing Game

I always wanted to be a winner, but people seem to lie each time, my feeling was right, yet my thoughts were wrong. How it hurts when a person takes your last dollar you have to your name. People could never be trusted, especially, when he is tongue-tied or uncomfortable with the distress they leave behind when you trust a stranger.

He who tills his land will be satisfied with money as he takes from a poor person who never had the chance to really live life. I always wanted to be a winner, being barrier free or box in with many debts sharing the victory, but then back to square-one. How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever? Who's telling the truth? Why can't I be a winner on a path of a winner's heart of a stranger.

In a far away place somewhere in Jamaica live this stranger to pretend to be someone he was not, but telling his stories of becoming a winner of all games do you want to be a winner or are you in it to win it her heart is trapped between who is telling the truth can she open her eyes to what is real in life. She is trapped in a box of Pandore is it real or is it fake.

How many people are fake and still out to steal your soul, who is behind me other then Jesus did he played the games that people play today? Game people play was the same game I played when I was young the game of life, operation,  and the dating game. Each time  seemed to be bitter like a now-and- later. What does a multi-billionaire  feels when their tongue is tied with unforgettable thoughts of distress of wanting to be a winner in the end.

What A Friend Indeed

Not long ago, my life brought me a quantity of life from a friend who raised cattle on a small farm. It was less expensive than meat from a grocery store, and we use it throughout the coming months. Then a terrible lighting storm cuts power in the area. We then brought a generator to provide power for the freezer, you never forget a true friend when you are in need of a friend my children, let us not love in word or in tongue, but. The old telling a friend in need is a friend indeed that will always bring you out of a situation.

People who find themselves in an up roar should be thankful for the things other are willing to give or share, but at times people tend to accept the card to get upset when things go their way, sometimes this means inconveniencing ourselves to care for others just for the interests of others or receiving that  needed help when we ourselves are in need. After thinking and praying to Christ and all the things he has shown me only make me more thankful for what I have a friend in need is a friend indeed.

When I go to bed at night I say Father, Thank You for making me a part of Your family by giving Your Son Jesus for me. Help me accept the care of others and also to serve them out of gratitude and out of my love for you. These are powerful words indeed to remember after all the His hands and feet in loving one another.

When we love Christ, we love others.

Spiritual thoughts

I Spiritual thought in the beginning my pray, strive to find the words for how I was feeling doing one of my depressing move. In my life I felt the downs and lows of life doing my life and I never once stood up for myself, but God stood up for me because he showed me with him all things are possible with him which I do believe his every word. All my life I have been poor never had anything to call my own when it came to money, I always wanted to feel what it was to be rich to live the life of the rich and famous. Since from young I never had a life of happiness until I had my children, but now as they are all older it is different for me I should be living it up in the town. In my life there are blocks that stops me all the time like someone does want me to get ahead in life, why? I ask myself was weak I never knew about God until my first meeting. I have always talked about others, never myself, I felt there was no need to talk about the way I felt about others. Although for me it was others passing their opinion of what I should do and what I should not do it have been this way seems all my life. All my life I have tried to become the best and become who I wanted to become from a child my dreams were to become an author writing makes me feel devote, calm, and dedicated to being who I want to become. Although I never was open to myself, but to others I am the truth of the matter never could everyday, why me, what is it that I have they cannot get why is there so much jealous envy that live among only around me. I know that I am safe with Jesus and my holy father, whom teach me to live life as he see. , why me, what is it that I have they cannot get why is there so much jealous envy that live among only around me. I know that I am safe with Jesus and my holy father, whom teach me to live life as he see.